"You left so easy before. Im afraid you'll leave again. Prove me wrong."

This I wrote about a someone who made an impact in my life and left shortly after. He left without a trace and he completely stopped talking to me. This was strange coming from someone who talked to me almost everyday and it all went to an abrupt halt.  I let this one go and realized if he were to leave without an explanation he is not worth my precious time. That was the last straw and I made no plans of speaking to him. And then to my surprise, a month later he decided to leave me a message and ask me if I would be attending an event. I pretty much just cut off the conversation, I didn't feel the need to keep it a long conversation. Once again, I expected never to hear from him again or see him for that matter. And yet again to my surprise he reappears and asks me to go out so we can talk and makeup. A month later he gathers the "courage" to supposedly come and talk to me. Ever since then he became constant in my life with us talking everyday and hanging out. And thats where the title of this note comes in. He leaves and comes back later on. Now I don't deal with people like this, I don't like being left dangling and not deserving the truth behind it all. After two weeks when I wrote that quote about him, he did just that. He left yet again, but this time it hurt even more. The effort on both parties was greater the second time around compared to the first. So Im left with an explanation from a third party, when I would much rather hear it from the guy himself. Im worth the truth, and he should have just been a man about it. I started liking him again with the constant fear in my head that he can leave any day, its just a matter of him doing it. I hoped he wouldn't leave this time around but he proved me RIGHT. 

I'm Back

Why hello there blog spot its funny to see how my last reflected on the year to come. Its been a few months since my last post so here I am with a new one. Its been one hell of a year, and Im officially done my first year of university. It was so surreal that it all went by so fast, its just so hard to believe that I am actually done. Im kind of sad that I finished my exams because that meant that there was no more school. School was the main culprit behind every complaint that I had everyday, but it was something that I knew I had to endure in order for me to move on and make a name for myself in this world. Im sad its over but Im also glad that I have a four month summer, I deserve it! I cant wait for the next years to come at my university.

2009 has come to an end

2009 : was definitely a year, that was life changing.

I grew up this year, and went to a higher education.

I've lost friends and I've met new ones.

I've grown into a woman.

And overall, ive learned this year that

if your not afraid, then you're not taking

a risk.

2010:

I hope you bring me joy, and this year will be even better than the last!

I made resolutions and hopefully this year I will stay true to it.

Un-thinkable

Music is really something special.
Sometimes when you feel you cant find the right words
to express your thoughts, theres a song with
your feelings in mind when it is being sung.


Unthinkable- Alicia Keys ft. Drake 


Moment of honesty
Someones gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell u while it comes to me
If u have something to say
U should say it right now

U give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
Its become something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

I know u said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when its meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually
If we gonna do something about it
We should do it right now

U give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
Its become something that's impossible to ignore
Its what we make it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I can't compare
I'm suspended it the air
Won't u come be in the sky with me

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

Untitled

"Falling too fast
Clearly rules dont apply
I cant believe that i just met you
You got me here watching minutes pass by
Wondering when to expect you This could be something
Or this could be nothing at all"
- Drake can really put your thoughts into words.

Life is precious

Today, I learned devastating news that my uncle had passed away.

He was a wonderful man, who was devoted to his family.

Not only that but he took care of my aunt, who has been suffering

from poor health conditions for quite a long period of time.

All those years, he was committed to his family and never

left when things had gotten hard or rough. This breaks my heart

because who is going to hold down their family now?

My uncle was the one who took care of his wife, and his

family. Now that he is gone, I cannot imagine the current

situation my aunt is in. My heart goes out to their family.

R.I.P Tito Boy 

Being presented with situations like these, are constant reminders

"Life is short", We only get to live our lives once

so we have to make the best of it.

So go home, hug your families and count your blessings.

Word.

"When two people admit that they are attracted to each other, they are no longer in control. Their relationship has to play itself out. For better or for worse. "