"You left so easy before. Im afraid you'll leave again. Prove me wrong."

This I wrote about a someone who made an impact in my life and left shortly after. He left without a trace and he completely stopped talking to me. This was strange coming from someone who talked to me almost everyday and it all went to an abrupt halt.  I let this one go and realized if he were to leave without an explanation he is not worth my precious time. That was the last straw and I made no plans of speaking to him. And then to my surprise, a month later he decided to leave me a message and ask me if I would be attending an event. I pretty much just cut off the conversation, I didn't feel the need to keep it a long conversation. Once again, I expected never to hear from him again or see him for that matter. And yet again to my surprise he reappears and asks me to go out so we can talk and makeup. A month later he gathers the "courage" to supposedly come and talk to me. Ever since then he became constant in my life with us talking everyday and hanging out. And thats where the title of this note comes in. He leaves and comes back later on. Now I don't deal with people like this, I don't like being left dangling and not deserving the truth behind it all. After two weeks when I wrote that quote about him, he did just that. He left yet again, but this time it hurt even more. The effort on both parties was greater the second time around compared to the first. So Im left with an explanation from a third party, when I would much rather hear it from the guy himself. Im worth the truth, and he should have just been a man about it. I started liking him again with the constant fear in my head that he can leave any day, its just a matter of him doing it. I hoped he wouldn't leave this time around but he proved me RIGHT. 

I'm Back

Why hello there blog spot its funny to see how my last reflected on the year to come. Its been a few months since my last post so here I am with a new one. Its been one hell of a year, and Im officially done my first year of university. It was so surreal that it all went by so fast, its just so hard to believe that I am actually done. Im kind of sad that I finished my exams because that meant that there was no more school. School was the main culprit behind every complaint that I had everyday, but it was something that I knew I had to endure in order for me to move on and make a name for myself in this world. Im sad its over but Im also glad that I have a four month summer, I deserve it! I cant wait for the next years to come at my university.